Sidewalk Song
Someone make something called "Can of Sleep,"
So we can stay up making love and writing music all week You rub my shoulders like I'm hoping you would do The part of my shoulders that's just pebbles and spoons You cut your own hair, you wear a velvet jacket Kimya is singing about a velveteen rabbit You push me outa bed I run my hands over your head Your hair will flatten and stand up under my hand Like I imagine a rabbit would feel under my hand Paleface has a beautiful face I do an impression just to make myself laugh But I just don't have a face like that, half Peter pan, half Cat in the Hat, half turpentine and half little boy detachable bike seat, beat up guitar I feel better, I feel proud, on the outside of the inside of a crowd When I leave the Sidewalk Café I can hear the train from a minute away I'm bing-bong closer to my home Or bing-bong closer to a job I loathe Regina and I sing the 6 Train strings We sing the strings in perfect key Casey says the train cries "Get in my belly," The belly of the city, the sweat of the air, The ass of the gutter, the public bathroom air, The hard cough of traffic, the throat of the street, The gritty hard lungs of the lovely street On Monday I will sing a new song I think about it too much, it comes out all wrong I forget why I do this at all I just want to leave I want to sell my guitar I wonder why it scares me so much Cuz sometimes I write a song I love I wake up at four to play it again In the dark I really feel I've done something I hope it's enough for him cuz it's enough for me Maybe I could go now and be Maybe I could go now and be Maybe I could go now and be Sorta kinda a little bit halfway Half-wheelbarrow half-black sparrow partially Happy |