Tower of Toys
Once someone took his toys and threw them out the window
He took his toys and put them in a pile He found more toys, he made a tower The monument swayed on Avenue B Toys, toys taller every hour You watch people walk by, you watch what they think Of a sand castle for a street that has no beach A tower of Pisa, of pickled cares A barricade of teddy bears, tentacles and faded chairs All the dollies on the shelf You never cared about anything else What if you weren't any good at the thing you wanted to do What if every time you tried someone tried better than you What if every day has a refrain like "what am I supposed to do" Or "how shall I live" or "what shall I improve" What if you skinned your throat like you used to skin your knee Fingers caught in the door, mind gave up to the city You would think you'd not done anything That there's nothing you do Wouldn't you? Suddenly you see your songs huddled in a mound Guitar strings and capos and melodies found Rhymes and applause and the only thing left When you don't care about anything else Your pile of songs settled there long after you passed Someday somebody paused and gasped At your pile of songs because it brought them back To all the things they thought they'd do And all the things they wanted to And what they learned to love instead And where they went inside their head All the songs you fished for and you threw back They waved along in the wind and the dust They lived longer than you and made people gasp, Saying, what a good thing you've done What a good thing you do What a very beautiful thing, you. |